{"id":37922,"date":"2017-02-18T01:15:56","date_gmt":"2017-02-17T19:45:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/globalpress.hinduismnow.org\/?p=37922"},"modified":"2017-02-18T01:15:56","modified_gmt":"2017-02-17T19:45:56","slug":"kashi-moni-lahiri-mahasayas-wife","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/globalpress-new.hinduismnow.org\/?p=37922","title":{"rendered":"Kashi Moni: Lahiri Mahasaya\u2019s Wife"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Although aged, she was blooming like a lotus, silently emanating a spiritual fragrance. She was of medium build, with a slender neck and fair skin. Large, lustrous eyes softened her motherly face.\u201d<\/em> \u2014Paramhansa Yogananda, describing Kashi Moni, Lahiri Mahasaya\u2019s Wife<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_117\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-117 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/lahiri-mahasaya.anandasites.wpengine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/10\/2016\/08\/lahiri-mahasaya-grandson.jpg\" alt=\"lahiri-mahasaya-grandson\" width=\"384\" height=\"314\" \/><\/p>\n<p class=\"wp-caption-text\">Lahiri Mahasaya\u2019s grandson (second from right).<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>It was years before I came to realize the divine stature of my husband. One night, in this very room, I had a vivid dream. Glorious angels floated in unimaginable grace above me. So realistic was the sight that I awoke at once; the room was strangely enveloped in dazzling light.<br \/>\nMy husband, in lotus posture, was levitated in the center of the room, surrounded by angels who were worshiping him with the supplicating dignity of palm-folded hands. Astonished beyond measure, I was convinced that I was still dreaming.<br \/>\n\u201cWoman,\u201d Lahiri Mahasaya said, \u201cyou are not dreaming. Forsake your sleep forever and forever.\u201d As he slowly descended to the floor, I prostrated myself at his feet.<br \/>\n\u201cMaster,\u201d I cried, \u201cagain and again I bow before you! Will you pardon me for having considered you as my husband? I die with shame to realize that I have remained asleep in ignorance by the side of one who is divinely awakened. From this night, you are no longer my husband, but my guru. Will you accept my insignificant self as your disciple?\u201d<br \/>\nThe master touched me gently. \u201cSacred soul, arise. You are accepted.\u201d He motioned toward the angels. \u201cPlease bow in turn to each of these holy saints.\u201d<br \/>\nWhen I had finished my humble genuflections, the angelic voices sounded together, like a chorus from an ancient scripture.<br \/>\n\u201cConsort of the Divine One, thou art blessed. We salute thee.\u201d They bowed at my feet and lo! their refulgent forms vanished. The room darkened.<br \/>\nMy guru asked me to receive initiation into Kriya Yoga.<br \/>\n\u201cOf course,\u201d I responded. \u201cI am sorry not to have had its blessing earlier in my life.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cThe time was not ripe.\u201d Lahiri Mahasaya smiled consolingly. \u201cMuch of your karma I have silently helped you to work out. Now you are willing and ready.\u201d<br \/>\nHe touched my forehead. Masses of whirling light appeared; the radiance gradually formed itself into the opal-blue spiritual eye, ringed in gold and centered with a white pentagonal star.<br \/>\n\u201cPenetrate your consciousness through the star into the kingdom of the Infinite.\u201d My guru\u2019s voice had a new note, soft like distant music.<br \/>\nVision after vision broke as oceanic surf on the shores of my soul. The panoramic spheres finally melted in a sea of bliss. I lost myself in ever-surging blessedness. When I returned hours later to awareness of this world, the master gave me the technique of Kriya Yoga.<br \/>\nFrom that night on, Lahiri Mahasaya never slept in my room again. Nor, thereafter, did he ever sleep. He remained in the front room downstairs, in the company of his disciples both by day and by night.<br \/>\nI will confess a sin which I committed against my guru-husband. Some months after my initiation, I began to feel forlorn and neglected. One morning Lahiri Mahasaya entered this little room to fetch an article; I quickly followed him. Overcome by violent delusion, I addressed him scathingly.<br \/>\n\u201cYou spend all your time with the disciples. What about your responsibilities for your wife and children? I regret that you do not interest yourself in providing more money for the family.\u201d<br \/>\nThe master glanced at me for a moment, then lo! he was gone. Awed and frightened, I heard a voice resounding from every part of the room:<br \/>\n\u201cIt is all nothing, don\u2019t you see? How could a nothing like me produce riches for you?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cGuruji,\u201d I cried, \u201cI implore pardon a million times! My sinful eyes can see you no more; please appear in your sacred form.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cI am here.\u201d This reply came from above me. I looked up and saw the master materialize in the air, his head touching the ceiling. His eyes were like blinding flames. Beside myself with fear, I lay sobbing at his feet after he had quietly descended to the floor.<br \/>\n\u201cWoman,\u201d he said, \u201cseek divine wealth, not the paltry tinsel of earth. After acquiring inward treasure, you will find that outward supply is always forthcoming.\u201d He added, \u201cOne of my spiritual sons will make provision for you.\u201d<br \/>\nMy guru\u2019s words naturally came true; a disciple did leave a considerable sum for our family.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Although aged, she was blooming like a lotus, silently emanating a spiritual fragrance. She was of medium build, with a slender neck and fair skin. Large, lustrous eyes softened her motherly face.\u201d \u2014Paramhansa Yogananda, describing Kashi Moni, Lahiri Mahasaya\u2019s Wife Lahiri Mahasaya\u2019s grandson (second from right). 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